i think i'll be abandoning this blog.
its time to put the past behind and move on.
home ;
this is the place i resent the most.
depression.
its in the veins.
hah,
whos to blame?
now i know,
i've got it figured out.
i finally know what i was looking for.
you tore it open.
but i closed it shut myself.
i don't think i love you anymore.
i don't think i can even love again.
but i do know i miss you.
they're just 2 seperate emotions.
seems like just yesterday,
you were a part of me.
i used to stand so tall.
i used to be so strong.
your arms around me tight ;
everything, it felt so right.
unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong.
now i can't breathe.
no, i can't sleep.
i'm barely hanging on
swallow me, then spit me out.
for hating you, i blame myself.
seeing you it kills me now.
no, i don't cry on the outside
anymore...
here i am, once again.
i'm torn into pieces,
can't deny it, can't pretend.
just thought you were the one.
broken up, deep inside.
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes.
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