
jill's place - the 2nd home / emo house.
emotions were running high once again.
but i guess its bringing us all together.
the 6 of us.
well, nothing much more to comment on.
i think its time to update my diary.
and i don't wanna fall to pieces,
i just want to sit and stare at you.
i don't want to talk about it.
and i don't want a conversation,
i just want to cry in front of you.
jill's place - another emo day.
over reacting?
maybe.
so many things running through my head.
treasure what you have.
i think i need reminders.
honestly.
everythings just getting to me.
more than words
is all you have to do to make it real
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
english paper tmr.
can't believe it.
i don't know why,
but for the first time in my life,
i'm actually afraid to sit for the paper.
i don't want to drop to normal.
ahhh,
screw it.
this blog is just full of pathetic rants.
i don't think i'll be updating it anytime soon.
i think i'll be sticking to my diary.
ohh well, till then.
no replacement sim card for me yet.
its amazing what technology can do these days.
sighh,
im tired.
so so tired.
it was stupid.
fullstop.
heads still spinning.
ahh,
nonsense.
so much nonsense
saturday out ;
got a new pair of shoes again.
im so so in love with shoes.
ohh, my shoe fetish.
its taking a toll on my rapidly depleting bank account.
ohh well,
its a lovely sunday morn.
gon do some studying later on.
say goodbye to my 4th or is it 5th phone that i lost.
there goes my contact list again.
sighh.
missing - once again.
take it away.
seems like just yesterday,
you were a part of me.
i used to stand so tall.
i used to be so strong.
your arms around me tight ;
everything, it felt so right.
unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong.
now i can't breathe.
no, i can't sleep.
i'm barely hanging on
swallow me, then spit me out.
for hating you, i blame myself.
seeing you it kills me now.
no, i don't cry on the outside
anymore...
here i am, once again.
i'm torn into pieces,
can't deny it, can't pretend.
just thought you were the one.
broken up, deep inside.
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes.
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