Monday, June 28, 2004

been long since i last updated. just couldn't be bothered. heh. sch just re-opened. good thing or bad thing? i'd say both. bad cux i'll hafte do homework and study fer exams. good cux i'll be able te escape somebody :). oh right. i've got it all planned. im gonna start studying from now. wonder how long wuld this last. tts all fer now.. maybe i'll abandon this blog. hehe.

Thursday, June 17, 2004

life's been hell.

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

hah. can't be bothered te blog anymore. gonna change my template soon. argh. staying at home home sucks big time i swear esp with some moron who just can't keep her mouth shut. sigh. im annnnoooooyyyed. bbbbbbblah. i wanna get outta da house. been spending my time playing gb haha. so fun. ok. im mad. well can't be helped theres nuthing much else te do anyway yah. im so happy fer myself i've actually started on my hol homework already and i think i started too late again? i've got a whole load of it waiting te be done. bleah. i wanna puke at tt thought. zzz. i've got piano later! yay. tt means i can escape tt moron fer bout an hour. tts good news. ohh yah. band camp sucked big time i swear. it was damn b o r i n g. heh. stupid rebecca was my angel all along and i din know it haha. ohh well. cant be bothered te go on. i'll stop here before tt moron comes in and nags at me again. :(

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

im so sick and tired of everything. staying home everyday. sitting in front of da fucking comp and wasting my time playing gb. hah. im wasting my life away aaaaaaahhh.. im doing nuthing productive at all. i've tried te get myself started on my other homework but fuck. its no use haha. argh. fuck my mother. she said i could play but i must do my work. fuck you bitch. staying at home everyday isn't my idea of playing. bitch so stop asking me te do my work before i chop ye head off. blah blah blah. aaaaaaargh. annoying. BITCH!!! i hate you! okay. i think im mad. fuck fuck fuck. i dun't wanna go fer band camp. i hate band. damn i really do hate it. :(

im so sick and tired of everything. staying home everyday. sitting in front of da fucking comp and wasting my time playing gb. hah. im wasting my life away aaaaaaahhh.. im doing nuthing productive at all. i've tried te get myself started on my other homework but fuck. its no use haha. argh. fuck my mother. she said i could play but i must do my work. fuck you bitch. staying at home everyday isn't my idea of playing. bitch so stop asking me te do my work before i chop ye head off. blah blah blah. aaaaaaargh. annoying. BITCH!!! i hate you! okay. i think im mad. fuck fuck fuck. i dun't wanna go fer band camp. i hate band. damn i really do hate it. :(

im so sick and tired of everything. staying home everyday. sitting in front of da fucking comp and wasting my time playing gb. hah. im wasting my life away aaaaaaahhh.. im doing nuthing productive at all. i've tried te get myself started on my other homework but fuck. its no use haha. argh. fuck my mother. she said i could play but i must do my work. fuck you bitch. staying at home everyday isn't my idea of playing. bitch so stop asking me te do my work before i chop ye head off. blah blah blah. aaaaaaargh. annoying. BITCH!!! i hate you! okay. i think im mad. fuck fuck fuck. i dun't wanna go fer band camp. i hate band. damn i really do hate it. :(

Saturday, June 05, 2004

ok.. im stoning in front of da comp again. came back from sgh not too long ago. sis was admitted fer having dengue. hah. seems like pple who stay home more often are more prone te falling sick huh? hah. so my mum shuld let me out more often. yah crap. im just trying te find a reason te convince my mum te let me out. ohh well. bored. can't rmb wut i wanted te say. rather i haf loads te say. just tt i shall confine these thoughts te myself. :(

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

i know i've changed. hah. too bad. if ye dun't like my attitude, so be it.

bitch fuck off from my life. no matter wut ye say or wut happens te ye, i dun't care. so yah. no amount of lecturing will help. FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE. I REPEAT FUCK OFF AND JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. I'M MUCH BETTER OF WITHOUT YE. ARGH. BITCH. I HAF A REASON FER ALMOST EVERYTHING TT I DO. SO JUST FUCK OFF WULD YE. AFTERALL YE WUN'T AGREE WITH ME. BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH. I HATE YOU.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

each cut i make,
i do it with anger and hate...
im living in a world,
so full of lies and pain.
that..
it drives me up the wall each day.
find it scary, that..
i can only find solace,
in seeing myself bleed...
and feel the pain.

haha.. found myself a new skin.. :) went down fer editing today. damn boring. culd say we did nuthing really much. tt new it trainer's english is abt as good as mr chan's. haha... ohh well. whatever. came straight home after school today te avoid nagging. when my mum found out tt dragon boating was cancelled, she asked a thousand questions. i mean its like wuts the prob woman, how wuld i know it was cancelled. te avoid further conflicts i just went straight te sleep. hah. just woke up bout an hour ago. yes i know. imapig.



msg te ching: thanks fer ye concern.. haha.. i just said tt cux i was damn pissed. dun't think i'll eva jump. haha. wanna die. also wun't jump. :) take care.